Wednesday, February 20, 2008

I Can't Take My Eyes Off You




2 days to go before the prom night and I'm getting nervous and all. We had a practice at the venue for the prom. I'm ready and all but I really feel nervous. I hate people with me awhile ago. They are too proud of themselves, thinking too much. I just hate them. I hate the fact that they don't know how to be gentlemen. I so hate them. Good thing I saw an inspiration at that place. I saw it every time I look. It was such a nice view. The view was so nice that I don't want to take my eyes of it. I'll always be happy when I always look at it.

Even with my problems during our practice for the dance, I heard from my classmates that there are also problems in my section. I wonder what are those issues and why? I hate the fact that I was not there whenever there's happening at our section, I'm not there to comfort them and I'm not there to help them as a friend. I hate this kind of feeling. I always feel bad when I think about it.

Back to the first topic. I really hate those guys. Just because of the past, they are treating me like that! What's with them anyway?! They're not even that good-looking or even great enough to treat someone like that. I so hate them. They can never treat a person like you are so disgusted with that person. Why are they like that? Why is it that men are like that? I really hate them. I'll end it with that. I'll just do something about it tomorrow. We'll be practicing tomorrow morning, so maybe I'll tell them that.

posted by yaoi_empress @ 9:46 PM



Tuesday, February 19, 2008

MoNdAy FeVeR...


Okay, today's Monday and I'd just heard from the news that next Monday will be a "non-working holiday". Yay for that! That means we have no classes on Monday. Today was a nice day because I don't have a practice and I was able to be with my classmates all day. What somehow destroyed my day was him. I really hate him. I don't know why, but that's what I'm feeling right now. Enough for that nonsense.

What happened today?

English- being with my partner again last Valentine's Day because ma'am said so. She feels like we didn't do anything on that day. She was just late! I mean LATE! I'm really not good in making poems. I don't even have an inspiration.
Physics-we did Experiment #31. What's great about it? WE have done it even though the other section wasn't able to. I wonder if the section next to us were able to do the task? They were asking us if we have dominoes; meaning most of them didn't bring dominoes.
Chem- ma'am wasn't around so we just stayed at the quadrangle. We had an argument with Anika about doing 1-2-3 when riding a jeepney. It was so fun that Kris is already throwing Jedd's yarn.
Math-nothing special. I just studied that time fr our test in AdBio. I don't even know what we have discussed that time.I think ma'am was also busy doing something.
TLE- I was able to enter the room because I told ma'am that I was not around when she said that we should have a folder for the outputs of crochet stitches. She also said that I'm a fast learner. Not really, it's just that I've already tackled that topic since I was in Grade 5.(HELE)
Trigo-I hate the topic. I just failed a test. I don't eve know the lesson, though I can't complain to the teachers because it's my obligation to catch up with the lessons I've missed.
MAPEH-we just practiced our turnover song. I hate the fact that they are not they are not ready for the turnover ceremony and a bit with the prom. Maybe I was expecting to much.
Soc Stud-I had 3 tests in a row in this subject. Good thing I was not alone. I don't understand the test about the student time. Wahhhh! I don't know. It's my waterloo after all.
Ad Bio-another test again. Thanks to my classmates' notes that I was able to pass the test. I like the discussion after the test. I envy them for having those discussion all the time and me just practicing.
TW-just wrote notes and explained different claims and all. It was also fun coz we discussed different experiences on that topic.

That was actually my day today. I can't really remember the other thins we did today. Blah...whatever! Now, I'm done. Till next post guys!

posted by yaoi_empress @ 12:01 AM



Wednesday, February 13, 2008

mI uLtImo aDiOs


I'm so happy right now,

For I have lost that feeling

And found myself again.
So I bid goodbye to those feelings,

And I realized

I don't need to be like that.

I have found out the truth

And I respect your decision.

So please,

Just be a normal guy for me.

I am happy for what I feel now.

I thank my friends

For helping me realize everything.

From now on,

I'm just your friend.

Thanks FRIEND.


Alekx

posted by yaoi_empress @ 1:20 AM



Monday, February 11, 2008

i cAn'T gEt yOu oUt oF mY MiNd...


I so hate myself right now.


I can' tunderstand my own feelings.


Right now,


I hate him.


Why the heck did I ask you that question?!


I so hate myself.


I want to finish this,


Once and for all.

I want to be myself again.

OH, I don't care anymore who you like,

I just want to get this over with.

Oh, heart of mine,

Please help me get rid of this feeling.

It's starting to feel I'm just a person,

So proud that someone's falling for her.

I hate it.

So, stop that nice approach.

You're just making it more difficult for me.

So please...

Please stop this nice act in front of me.


Thank you.



posted by yaoi_empress @ 8:09 PM



Friday, February 08, 2008

I Don't Get Myself...Why?

Dear Lord.

Are you teasing me? Why did I ask? Because of the signs you gave me.

1. You keep showing me many images of snoopy in my dream last night.
2. You let the rain fall for a moment a while ago and it suddenly stopped as if nothing happened. Even the road's dry.

I asked You to give me signs yesterday and you did gave it to me, so why showing it again for the second time? Is it really true? I hope You can answer my questions. I'll patiently wait for your reply. Thank you very much.

Your loving child,
Alekx
Why?

I used to like someone.

I treat you as a great friend.

Then, someone told me you like me.

I didn't believe at all coz I treat you as a friend.

But,

I don't feel well,

I don't get myself,

I can't understand my feelings.

Yesterday, I asked the Lord for signs...

He gave it to me.

Signs?

Signs to prove that it's true...

What you feel for me.

Right now,

I suddenly realize

Or is it just me

That you're not talking to me that much.

Have you discovered the truth?

My head really hurts...

I hope it'll finish next week.

I'll be waiting,

Alekx.





posted by yaoi_empress @ 11:59 PM

The Week Ends...With Lots Of Happenings


Another Friday, I haven't been posting here for a few days already. Sorry for that. I've been having sleep debts lately. Whenever we're already at home, I feel sleepy and go to my room to sleep. I always wake up at 1AM. I hate waking at that time because I'm supposed to wake up at around 10PM and chat with others. I missed a lot of happenings. I just hate it.

What happened to me at school?

As far as I can remember, last Thursday, our student teacher in English taught us about reflective essay. Why the heck did I mentioned and remembered that subject? Because our student teacher told us "There are a lots of HAPPENINGS...". Wrong, huh? You're hell right and what is that LETTER OF FORTUNE?! Something childish. It seems I can't remember anymore happenings on that day.

Okay, now for today. today's not really that interesting except when Kris and te others told me that they'll be radical for today. They say that we're about to throw her out of the school today and I am so supportive with that plan, but that didn't happen. Someone broke the promise that we're all together with this plan. I was a bit disappointed with that someone especially when I saw my partly grades for the third quarter. It's pretty obvious that she's guessing our grades. Why can't that person understand. We just want what is right. I personally think that I don't deserve my grades, coz we deserve MORE! It has nothing to do with being the teacher's apple of the eye(I don't want to use teacher's pet just for you.), it's about the truth. Don't you like the truth and what is right for others? Think of others before thinking about yourself! If Soraya don't want to express it because it'll just make her more disappointed, I would write this for her. Even I'm not there when you planned it, I certify Kris a while ago that I'll support them coz it's the truth. You have just destroyed your trust to them. I pity you right now. Good thing you haven't done any pity parties today coz I think it'll just get worse.

I'll just add more about that topic next time whenever I feel typing it. Maybe I'll be posting each of my classmates a profile in here...so wait for it Hershies!

posted by yaoi_empress @ 9:49 PM



Wednesday, February 06, 2008

I believe I can fly...


Right now, I'm currently upset and angry at my brother. I'm supposed to use the computer very early. Instead, he used it and woke me, for the second time, at 1:00 AM. I hate it! Actually, I woke up at 10:00 PM, bro's using the computer and told me that he's going to wake me up when he's finished doing his RRL. I didn't agree at all, but my dad is awake and I can't do a thing. So sorry guys.

Anyways, today I brought Mokona at school. Others, doesn't know anything about Mokona, but others like Melysa and Soraya knew Mokona. What made my day was that someone interpret a dance during our first period. She started flapping her little hands up in the air. It really made me laugh.

What have we done for today:

English-that great interpretative dance. Everyone knows that dance. No one can deny it. Physics-just lectured about gravity; i know there's an assignment for that, but i didn't copy it. XP
Chemistry-We had a test. That was a nice test. I was able to answer most of the numbers without copying, but just asking what to do. ; P
Math-I don't know what happened there coz I was just drawing and doing my own stuff with Melysa and Soraya at the back. Go talk to the blackboard.
THE-Hate ma'am for not allowing me to use my mp3 and allowed someone to use her cellphone. It was pretty boring without my mp3. Poor me and Melysa.
Technical Writing-Sir's not around; I just sleep for a while then went to the canteen to eat.
Filipino-Whoo! First Pangkatan: 10 pts.! Back with the old group mates again, but in a different group number. Peace Ianna!
Trigonometry-Okay, we're going back to the basics with a little bit of spice.
Advanced Biology-Still reporting, we're gonna report tomorrow. I haven't studied our report yet.
Computer Science- Man, it did made me tired and a bit irritated because of that hands-on activity.

That was my day. I don't know about other stuffs that happened today. I just can't seem to remember them because of my brother. I need to finish this once and for all. I'm really sorry guys if I'm late again. It's not my own fault this time, it's my brother.

I told him "Why do you cram your RRL?". As if I'm not doing it. ;P So long then. See yah all later!

posted by yaoi_empress @ 1:13 AM



Tuesday, February 05, 2008

Monday...Kaantok...Busy...



First Monday of February, I fell sleepy...Anyway, today Jedd told me I wasn't updating my blog these past few days. I told him what happened since last Thursday.

Thursday- I was not able to use the computer because it's not working, so my sis use the laptop and accidentally put my brother's memory card(cellphone) on the laptop. My mom got furious, so I didn't use the laptop on that day.
Friday- our computer is still not working and my mom told us we're not allowed to use the laptop, so I wasn't able to use it again.
Saturday- I know it's a time where I should be using it, but my mom was around so I can't use it again.(poor me)
Sunday- alas! I was able to use it for a while(the laptop), but my dad confirmed that our pc's motherboard is not working anymore.

Up to this day, I'm still using the laptop. It doesn't mean that I don't like using it, it's just that I'm a bit upset because I can't use our computer and my other important files are still on it's hard disk. I can transfer the hard disk to another CPU, but the other CPU that's with us doesn't have a usb port or something that I still can't transfer file after that.

Well, what happened today?

English- nothing important. I just got furious about telling me I used to make excuses. STFU! Argh! I really hate that woman! Darn her!
Physics- Melysa's gift to me was broken because I throw my bag when I reached the rad room because of a bad mood. The experiment was the thing that made me back to my old self. Thanks PHYSICS!
Chemistry- I was able to understand the lesson, but not that clear. We're a bit disturbed that time because of some issues.
Math- Happy Birthday Ms.Habal! Whoo! We're so noisy in the faculty room. What was the lesson again?
THE- Ahhh...quilting. I'm a bit bored again, thanks to my mp3 and Melysa.
Trigonometry- I don't get the lesson a bit...just the inverse of it, right?
MAPEH- I can't remember what happened. It doesn't really that matter
Social Studies- Whoo! Love it! GC people in Socstud! Go Hershys!
Advanced Biology- Ma'am is not around, so it's vacant time and time to go to canteen. Also, a time to finish the application letter.
Technical Writing- another assignment given by sir. Good thing I finished it. It's just typing your work and printing it.

That's the day. Since my mom's already awake, I'll be finishing this already. So see yah later!

posted by yaoi_empress @ 1:59 AM



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